First Day As A Sale Assistant

First day. Not bad.

I dont know is it right or not what im doing..Tiba2 balik kampung and i cant think anything except quit.

Quit from study. I never expect how fast is it. I mean balik..Balik dan tak kembali lagi untuk minggu2 yang seterusnya.

Fikir2 balik,makin lama makin sesak dada ni rasa. Makin tepu otak nak belajar. Makin luntur minat dan semangat.

Aku balik..Rest dalam seminggu. Pastu ronda2 cari kerja dekat pekan. Pastu aku dapat kerja dekat pasaraya tu. Semalam interview,harini terus masuk kerja.

Haha. How fast is it. Sungguh cepat sekali.

My first day be like. Im so nervous since this is my first time working. Working without friends and family.

Hubs send me to work..Hihi. Hubs hantar dan ambil. Manja kededek eh dengan hubs dia.

First day melapor diri..Kena isi form KWSP apa semua tu. Pastu round2 kedai hafal nama barang.

Pastu kena susun barang. Kena tampal barcode apa semua tu.

Not bad..Lepastu ada rehat kan. Tengahari rehat. Makan dekat kedai makan depan tu. All alone. Hihi

Lawaklah. Friends semua okay je. I got new friends. Biasalah budak baru terkial-kial sikit kan. Dugaan..Sabar jelah..

Buat slow2..In sha Allah.

Pastu sambung buat keje. Petang tu rehat lagi..Lepastu sambung buat keje,balik. Balik hubs amik. Letih sangat sampai terlena atas moto.

Balik mandi terus tido. Lenguh sangat kaki..Biasalah mula2..Nanti biasalah tu..

Wish me all the best.

Beautiful Night

6th of November 2017
0045HRS

Guess what. It remind me a lot to old time. Masa kami mula2 bercinta. Went out late in the middle of the night.

Last night we went out tengah malam. Ekcelli,pagi. Calling back the memories. Dah lama tak macamni. I mean,duduk dalam kereta. Matikan enjin. And have a talk. A long talk.

About life. About future. About present. About old time.

And i really longing to lay my head on his chest. Like an old time. While listen to his story.

I realized that he been through a long hard time..Dia melalui saat2 yang susah. And i wish he know that i wouldn't leave him. No matter what.

He got me on his back. In his heart. In his hug.

I tried my best to block my tears. While my heart broken into pieces. I feel worst. Worst when i realize he been trapped in hard time..He feel pressure from people surrounding.

He have nobody. Everybody pointed him. Jobless. Useless. Lazy. Without knowing what really happened..

I hug him tightly. Till i can hear his beating heart. We share the same feeling. Same pain.

For a moment i just wanna let him know that he got me..He have me..And i love him.

Hubs. You got me on ur back. I will support u. In whatever. Wherever u go. Im with u.

And last night. Thanks for last night..Such a very beautiful night. Priceless time. I really appreciate it.

I love u more b..Than i did before. I'll be coming home. Keep strong.